章四十八 夜的不满
作者:紫宸萱      更新:2017-12-19 12:26      字数:45910

无弹出广告文本小说站( 请牢记 ) ( 请牢记 )不忍再看她痛苦的样子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>慕容晴莞伸手探入腰间<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>取出了随身携带的一个白瓷药瓶<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>从里面倒出一颗褐色的药丸<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>这本是她为自己准备的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>是等着有朝一日<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>她撑不下去的时候<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>用來了结自己的生命的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>可今日<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>她却要用它來送走自己的亲姐姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

“给……我吧……”慕容晴语虚弱的冲她点头<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>她知道那颗药丸意味着什么<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>路是她自己选的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>就怨不得任何人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>在她愚蠢的做出那样的举动时<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>也就沒想着自己还能活下去……

慕容晴莞犹豫了下<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>还是将那药丸放进了她掌心里<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>她终是做不到亲手喂她吞下毒药<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

起身<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>她强忍着心底蔓延开來的悲伤<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>慢慢向门口走去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

“替我跟……慕枫哥哥说声……对不起……我骗了他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>那个救他的女孩不是……我……”

慕容晴莞身形微顿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>却并未转身<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>淡淡的说:“不用跟他道歉<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>他爱你<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>所以<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>无论你曾经做了什么<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>他都不会怪你的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>”

“谢谢你……”莞莞<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>谢谢你愿意用善意的谎言來安慰我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>让我觉得在这个世间还是有人爱着我的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>即使我清楚的知道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>他和皇上同样错把我当做了你……

慕容晴语颤抖着将那颗药丸送入口中<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792133.png)'></span>这一刻<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>她真的好想再见一见那个她倾尽所有去爱着的男人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>可她也知道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>他不愿见她<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>刚刚他看她的眼神是那般的厌恶嫌弃<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>仿若她是世间最肮脏丑陋的怪物<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

也罢<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>正如晴莞所说的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>她至少也算得到过他的爱<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>那么这一生也就并不算白活了……

出了殿门<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>慕容晴莞只觉胸臆间的空气似是被抽干了般难受<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>她失魂落魄的一步步走下台阶<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>立即便有一双大手将她紧紧的拥入怀里<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>“沒事了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>都过去了……”

“皇上进去看看她吧<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>她想见你最后一面<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>”她轻轻推开他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>再次一个人向前走去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

慕容晴语就要走了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>她怨过她<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>恨过她<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>可这一刻<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>那所有的怨与恨似乎都在顷刻间烟消云散了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>徒留下那满满的悲伤蔓延至四肢百骸<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>逼的她喘不过气來<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

萧昶阙愣怔的看着她渐渐远去的娇小背影<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>伸出的大手久久的僵持在空气中<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>终是叹息着收了回去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>转身迈步向寝殿里走去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

慕容晴语<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>他总是一再的责怪那个女人欺骗了她<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>害他伤害了他最心爱的女人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>可这一刻<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>他才发现<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>他最应该恨的人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812122/12330641/3600852385198964026.png)'></span>是他自己<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>是他在一开始沒能认出莞莞<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>是他一再的偏宠<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>才让慕容晴语对莞莞犯下了那诸多不可原谅的错<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>也是他的贪心使得她姐妹二人不可避免地面对共侍一夫的尴尬<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

如若当初他沒有纳慕容晴语为妃<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>那么后來的种种事情也就不会发生了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>他与莞莞也就不会蹉跎了这四年的时光<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

他是所有错误的根源<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>那么他还有什么资格去责备屋里那个处在死亡边缘的女人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792152.png)'></span>

慕容晴莞漫无目的的一路走着<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>鼻尖酸涩<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>眼睛却干涸的流不出泪來<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>在残酷的命运面前<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>她永远是这么软弱无助<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

十二年前<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>她眼睁睁的看着娘亲倒在她面前<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>八岁的她无力挽回娘亲的生命<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

十二年后<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>她以为自己足够强大了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>可她却救不了姐姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>更救不了她自己<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>她不知道自己苦研医术究竟是为了什么<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792152.png)'></span>难道就是如现在这样等着生命一点点的耗尽么<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792152.png)'></span>

抬眸望去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>她蓦然发现<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>不知不觉间<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>她竟已走到了御花园深处<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>只是许久不曾來过<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>她却不知这里原本那树姿优美<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>花色艳丽的紫薇花竟早已被人连根拔起<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

如若不是当年那痛至骨髓的往事<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>她倒也不会对这里记得这般深刻<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

只是<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>伤害已然造成<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>就算他拔去世间所有的紫薇花<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>也抹不去那痛苦的记忆<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

“夜哥哥可知道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>这里原本的景色可谓是美不胜收<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>只是现在已经不复存在了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>”她幽幽地启唇<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812127/12330641/-8434173194915676753.png)'></span>语气中满满的都是无奈<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

萧瑀夜负于身后的大手微微一僵<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>原來她早就知道他一直跟在她的身后<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

心里默叹了口气<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>他伸手解下身上的狐裘大氅<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>轻轻披在了她纤弱的肩上<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>柔声道:“亦瑄和你眉姐姐都很挂念你<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>沒有了慕容晴语<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>你还有他们<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>还有我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>我们都是你的亲人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>”

慕容晴莞微仰起小脸看他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>清美的面容上带着一抹难能掩去的哀伤<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>她咬了咬唇<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>终是开口道:“毒是上官琉苏下的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>她必须为自己犯下的错负责<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>但我不希望夜哥哥因此成为大石国百姓的噩梦<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>答应我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>不要迁怒那些无辜的人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>”他的夜哥哥表面冷漠<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>却有着一颗宽大仁慈的心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>这样美好的他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>应该受到万民的敬仰<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>而不是化身为战争恶魔<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

见他不说话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>只是沉默的看着她<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>她复又开口道:“我知道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>臻国早有吞并大石国的打算<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>以大石国公主投毒害死我臻国皇贵妃的理由出兵大石国<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>于情于理都不为过<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>但两国交战<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>受伤害最大都是那些无辜的百姓<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>我知道夜哥哥也决不愿看到那样血流成河的画面<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>那么为什么不换一种方式來收归大石国呢<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792152.png)'></span>”

“你的意思是要皇上将上官琉苏‘请’來臻国<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792152.png)'></span>”萧瑀夜闷声问道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>她的心里果然无时无刻不在替萧昶阙着想<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164843595.png)'></span>

“她害死了我姐姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812132/12330641/281136508515188158.png)'></span>自然要來臻国赎罪<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>而大石国国君子嗣单薄<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>就只有一双儿女<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>他的长子虽居太子之位<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>却是体弱多病<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>与子嗣无望<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>那么拿住了上官琉苏<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>也就是握住了大石国的希望<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>况且自那次夜哥哥帮他们清除外患后<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>他们对我臻国也只会更加敬畏<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>如此恩威并施<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>还怕他们不俯首称臣么<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792152.png)'></span>”

“你果然想的深远<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>可你每次费尽心思的替他谋划的时候<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>可有想过本王的感受<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>暖暖<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>本王才是第一个遇见你的人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>为什么你爱上的却是他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792152.png)'></span>”

“夜哥哥<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>我……”她想要解释<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>却又觉得有些多余<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>狠了狠心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>终是咬唇道:“冷月已经二十二岁了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>女人的青春经不起岁月的蹉跎<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>我希望夜哥哥可以……”

“本王已经将她许给了儇城的守城将军司空烨<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>司空将军是名门之后<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812137/12330641/-7144454852583125601.png)'></span>与小悦也算是门当户对<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1353942812117/12330641/-5114457318164792138.png)'></span>”